I hug him back, relief that he knows making me feel lighter. I guess I hadn't realised just how much it was weighing on me, not telling him.

"It's not the only reason," I mumble into his shoulder. I don't really want to tell him but I might as well come clean while we're talking about it anyway. "It's an important one but not the only one." If it was just money I would have got a regular part time job like everyone else.