I've never entirely understood pornography. I guess because my libido's always been quite low, though I've been able to get aroused and find pleasure, at times. I can take or leave representations of genitalia, of nakedness, of people simulating pleasure. Not important.

But this? His *face* as he touches himself so intimately, eyes on mine? I couldn't look away if I wanted to. So trusting, so open, so... so hot.

I find my hands frantically pulling at his jeans, at his underwear, though I haven't taken my eyes off his.