mislaid: (my body is plunged through the gate)
ʟ ᴏ s ᴛ ( ∘≺ ([personal profile] mislaid) wrote in [community profile] dinohouse 2012-05-21 06:05 pm (UTC)

"I miss my old body." The masquerading as human thing was weird enough. Of course, I really didn't know any better in the first place, so taking that form in particular was fine. Still--I always felt more natural with my Greeed form, my feathers and wings and beak.

Even if it was half-complete, even if I was missing an arm, so to speak, it was still mine and me. I was beautiful, like that.

I turn my face away, looking to the side. This is really embarrassing, almost childish. "And flying." Does it--does it invalidate how happy I am to be here again, if I still miss what I had?

I don't want to be just a grubby human, but if being a grubby human is how I can actually live and feel and exist--I'll take it. If my family is grubby humans too, that's still great. I can still... be with them. Maybe. At the very least I can be with Kazari.

But I can't shake the feeling that it's up there, in the sky, where I belong, even if at that time, I couldn't... feel it.

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