I hiss at that. Damn it, this is what I get for being weak; now I'm completely disarmed.
He grabs my shoulder and shakes me. I move to pull away but I can't, he's holding too tight. Or maybe he isn't and I just don't want to get free as much as I think. Not from him.
"Let go, Ryuunosuke," I say tightly. "I'm exactly where I belong and you'll know it sooner rather than later."
I should take him to Messiah so he can accept the truth he's ignoring, but I'm afraid he'll end up more like Mako than like me. He'd soon die than face this truth, I think.
Sharp pain flares at the back of my skull and I flinch, hands reaching up to the back of my head, trying to ease the pain away. It doesn't work. Messiah will only tolerate my indepence for so long, it seems. Now that Takeru's gone I might end up like Mako myself, let alone Ryuunosuke.
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He grabs my shoulder and shakes me. I move to pull away but I can't, he's holding too tight. Or maybe he isn't and I just don't want to get free as much as I think. Not from him.
"Let go, Ryuunosuke," I say tightly. "I'm exactly where I belong and you'll know it sooner rather than later."
I should take him to Messiah so he can accept the truth he's ignoring, but I'm afraid he'll end up more like Mako than like me. He'd soon die than face this truth, I think.
Sharp pain flares at the back of my skull and I flinch, hands reaching up to the back of my head, trying to ease the pain away. It doesn't work. Messiah will only tolerate my indepence for so long, it seems. Now that Takeru's gone I might end up like Mako myself, let alone Ryuunosuke.