I tell him exactly what he can do with that extremely unhelpful comment but it comes out as a garbled mumble that I'm not going to repeat. If he didn't get it the first time, too bad.

I am going to lean into his hand, though. Just for a moment and I'll deny it if he ever mentions it to anyone ever but it feels... kinda nice. It'd probably be better if I wasn't feeling so awful otherwise, though.