I waver. Does he think I can't handle helping? Is he trying to be a man and impress his female bodied friend? Is he simply trying to bolster his own pride?

Is he as confused as I am about the implications inherent in such a situation?

He's simply being Kanji, awkward and open and adorable Kanji.

I nod at his answer, finally, and stuff my hands in my pockets. I square my shoulders, and widen my stride, and try to express a strong, masculine vibe.

Overcompensation, yes. But sometimes it is necessary.