For Ankh

[hinooo]

I float awake in a dreamy kind of way. I haven't been this contented in a while. I've got Ankh safely in my hand...

In my arms. He's in my arms. I spent the night holding Ankh.

I grin, then the door's pushed open gently and Chiyoko-san backs in with a tray. I scream. But at least we're fully clothed, I guess?

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[hinooo]

"A-Ankh," I say in wonder and delight. That was the nicest awkward kiss I've ever had, not that I have a lot of experience to compare it to.

I cup his cheek, and exert gentle pressure, to tip his face up so we can do that again.

[redgreeed]

His hand gently tips my head up, and I'm caught in the look of his eyes, the gentleness there. The openness. He's everything he used to be, only now he has wants. Now he had needs.

Now he has desires.

Our lips meet again, and I can't tell if it's my doing or his. Maybe that's how it's supposed to be? I don't really know. I just know I like this. I like his lips against mind, the shiver running down my spine, and the way I can help but shift, so we're better aligned.

I like the feel of both my arms wrapped around his waist.

[hinooo]

We're kissing again, and I'm not entirely sure how it happened, or what it means. All I'm sure about is that I don't want it to stop, ever. The wind's flapping my hair around my face, and his arms are around me possessively, and he tastes so good.

My hands are in his hair, and I gasp against his mouth, deepening the kiss.

[redgreeed]

His hands are in my hair and I shudder, because that... that feels better than I could have imagined. Feels better than I think it should, maybe because I've never felt anything like that before, and maybe just because it's with Eiji.

I step a fraction of a step closer just in time for him to gasp, and open his mouth. And I... I find myself doing the same, and the kiss deepens, his tongue sliding into my mouth. It feels...

It feels.

It feels too much.

My whole body starts shaking, and I feel like I might topple over. I break the kiss, whining softly as I do. But I need to. I feel very much like I might pass out.

I cling to Eiji and stare at the ground, the world still spinning fast.

"Eiji..."

[hinooo]

I'd be perfectly happy to just keep doing this forever. I wouldn't be against going further, one day, maybe, but I'm utterly absorbed in the feel of him, attuned to his taste, his scent, his... shaking.

Oh! Shaking isn't good!

He's still holding onto me, though, but now I think it might be because he's going to fall over otherwise. "You need to sit down?" I ask anxiously. "You need water? Food? A doctor?"

[redgreeed]

I draw in a slow, deep breath. Trying to focus. Trying to make the world stop spinning so fast.

"I don't need a doctor," I lean into him, the edges of my sight going dark. "Just take me home?"

I can't see clearly anymore. So I just cling to Eiji as I lean into him. As I fall. "Just take me home."

[hinooo]

I squawk as he loses his balance. I get an arm around him, then tchh and sweep him up in my arms, instead.