He's touching me. His arm is around my shoulder, and he's not scared of me, and for a second, just for a second we're able to share pain, and I understand finally that maybe he does care, almost as much as I do.
I wonder what I've missed in my brother's life. Do him and Hiromu share something special? More than just co-workers, more than just companions and comrades?
Will I ever get a chance to find out?
And then I shove it all away. Deep down, buried where it can't be a problem. And I'm up, I'm moving to the edge of the bed, I'm touching gently. I need to fix him. I will fix him.
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Date: 2012-05-21 05:03 am (UTC)I wonder what I've missed in my brother's life. Do him and Hiromu share something special? More than just co-workers, more than just companions and comrades?
Will I ever get a chance to find out?
And then I shove it all away. Deep down, buried where it can't be a problem. And I'm up, I'm moving to the edge of the bed, I'm touching gently. I need to fix him. I will fix him.