I almost refuse even that much. It's not that I don't need him around, or want him around, or anything other than the fact that I know, somehow, if he gets himself involved with me, he's going to end up hurt. Maybe dead. Again. And it will be my fault, just like it was the first time, or times, or whatever. Just like with Gai.
I glance at Marvelous again, then shrug and take the offered paper. "Fine."
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Date: 2012-06-26 06:36 pm (UTC)I glance at Marvelous again, then shrug and take the offered paper. "Fine."
How is my life so thoroughly screwed up?