I spit into my hand and then stroke my dick once or twice. It's not even close to proper lubrication, but it'll have to do. I'm going to make it do.
I want him to hurt the way I hurt, or at least equivalently. I also want to feel connected to him. I'm drunk, I'm in pain, and Eiji doesn't understand.
I use my legs to spread Eiji's wider, pressing against him, ready to take him. I bite at his shoulder, hard enough to bruise, almost hard enough to break skin.
I'm hurting him.
I'm almost inside him, just hovering on the edge of pressing forward. I want to fuck him raw against the counter. Want him to know everything I'm feeling, want him to know how much I...
I don't want him to get hurt. I don't want him to leave me.
I'm shaking. My cheeks are wet.
I'm hurting him.
I stumble back, letting Eiji go as I do. I stagger to the opposite wall. My knees can't hold me up anymore, and I crumble to the floor, hunched over, half turned toward the wall.
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Date: 2012-09-29 05:38 am (UTC)I want him to hurt the way I hurt, or at least equivalently. I also want to feel connected to him. I'm drunk, I'm in pain, and Eiji doesn't understand.
I use my legs to spread Eiji's wider, pressing against him, ready to take him. I bite at his shoulder, hard enough to bruise, almost hard enough to break skin.
I'm hurting him.
I'm almost inside him, just hovering on the edge of pressing forward. I want to fuck him raw against the counter. Want him to know everything I'm feeling, want him to know how much I...
I don't want him to get hurt. I don't want him to leave me.
I'm shaking. My cheeks are wet.
I'm hurting him.
I stumble back, letting Eiji go as I do. I stagger to the opposite wall. My knees can't hold me up anymore, and I crumble to the floor, hunched over, half turned toward the wall.
"Oh god, Eiji..." I nearly choke on a sob.