I made her stop smiling, and I feel bad about that. Of course, she's already told me that I need to try and think about myself, what I'm going to do with my life as an adult.
She doesn't really think I belong here any more than niichan does.
I guess I probably don't. I'm no samurai. I can't use their fancy kanji magic, Mojikara or whatever it's called, even though my handwriting is probably miles better than my brother's.
"I guess I haven't. I'm not sure if I'm ready. I don't want to leave, the only family I have is here, but... I don't really belong here, do I?" I shoot her a slightly self-deprecating little grin. "It's time for me to start thinking about a career, isn't it? I can't hide in the Shiba gardens for the rest of my life."
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Date: 2012-11-27 05:11 pm (UTC)She doesn't really think I belong here any more than niichan does.
I guess I probably don't. I'm no samurai. I can't use their fancy kanji magic, Mojikara or whatever it's called, even though my handwriting is probably miles better than my brother's.
"I guess I haven't. I'm not sure if I'm ready. I don't want to leave, the only family I have is here, but... I don't really belong here, do I?" I shoot her a slightly self-deprecating little grin. "It's time for me to start thinking about a career, isn't it? I can't hide in the Shiba gardens for the rest of my life."