"Not leaning on you?" I glance up again, and tilt my head, a hint of a curious smirk in my eyes. "Do you mean physically? Or emotionally?"
I'm still broken up inside, still feeling waves of lingering guilt and grief and... and loneliness. Even with Emi, I am lonely. We are lonely.
I want to move to Kurorin and fall against him and do the things I used to with him to help me forget emotional bullshit. And while I could still do all the things I used to for him, they would leave me feeling even more empty and alone.
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[and that was supposed to be HIROMU and Youko's parents. Sorry. Was also replying to Ryuuji]
Date: 2012-11-19 03:28 am (UTC)I'm still broken up inside, still feeling waves of lingering guilt and grief and... and loneliness. Even with Emi, I am lonely. We are lonely.
I want to move to Kurorin and fall against him and do the things I used to with him to help me forget emotional bullshit. And while I could still do all the things I used to for him, they would leave me feeling even more empty and alone.