I 'tch' after, shoving my hands into my pockets and half turning away. I tip my head back, and glare up at the sky instead of glaring at Eiji.
I try to draw in a slow breath of cool air, try to sigh my anger out with it. But it comes out as more of a hiss. And my frustration, if not my anger, still lingers.
"I love you, you idiot. And you love me. But you don't need me anymore. I don't know my role in your life anymore, beyond those words."
I look back at Eiji, but don't turn back to face him fully. My anger has faded, replaced with a dull sadness.
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Date: 2013-04-07 03:36 am (UTC)I 'tch' after, shoving my hands into my pockets and half turning away. I tip my head back, and glare up at the sky instead of glaring at Eiji.
I try to draw in a slow breath of cool air, try to sigh my anger out with it. But it comes out as more of a hiss. And my frustration, if not my anger, still lingers.
"I love you, you idiot. And you love me. But you don't need me anymore. I don't know my role in your life anymore, beyond those words."
I look back at Eiji, but don't turn back to face him fully. My anger has faded, replaced with a dull sadness.
"I need to be needed."