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Metaroids could be truly interesting things. To think that a Metaroid from a film projector could create life-like, realistic and, most importantly, solid and tangible images... To consider the power inherent in simple kitchen tools...
Discovering the existence of polygraph machines was trés bien as far as Enter was concerned, and upon corrupting one of these marvelous machines with Metavirus: Shinjitsu, he was presented with a Metaroid that could, through the facilitation of small darts, force the victim to speak only the truth.
What havoc they will wreak together. Magnifique!
Discovering the existence of polygraph machines was trés bien as far as Enter was concerned, and upon corrupting one of these marvelous machines with Metavirus: Shinjitsu, he was presented with a Metaroid that could, through the facilitation of small darts, force the victim to speak only the truth.
What havoc they will wreak together. Magnifique!
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Date: 2012-11-18 02:44 am (UTC)"Thanks." That's not a bad response, right?
Naoto offers to help ma set the table and I hide a smile in upacking the food. At least ma stopped talking about how she 'doesn't care what the officers say, no offense Shirogane-kun, no offense meant of course, but my Kanji is nothing like they think he is'.
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Date: 2012-11-18 04:04 am (UTC)Stop blushing, stop blushing, stop blushing...
I help Kanji's mother set the table, and then wait while Kanji lays out the food before I sit.
"This is nice." I say suddenly, without thinking. "My grandfather doesn't usually come home until late, so I don't get many family meals."
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Date: 2012-11-18 04:08 am (UTC)Well, shit, so am I, but I can maybe pass it off as... bein'... warm... from the steam of the food! Of course.
I decide to ignore it. Not that I was gonna bring it up or nothin' but whatever, my ma's probably just embarrassing him.
Ma tells him this is hardly a 'family meal' because it's not home cooked and I shoot her a hiss. "Ma, come on, you can't cook for shit anyway."
Of course ma doesn't take offense, I don't think she even hears half of what I say, she just laughs fondly and compliment's the chef at Aiya and moves on.
"You live with your grandfather? Here in Inaba? I'm not sure I've ever met another Shirogane."
"Ma, you're bein' nosy."
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Date: 2012-11-21 06:15 am (UTC)I begin eating, nodding my agreement at the compliment to the chef. When I'm address again I set my chopsticks down and swallow before speaking.
"Not usually. We're here on business at the moment." I glance at Kanji, still trying not to blush every time I look at him. "I don't mind. It wasn't that prying of a question."
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Date: 2012-11-21 06:09 pm (UTC)Ma admonishes me and I glower at her but swallow before continuing.
"Still it's not like you gotta tell her your whole life story."
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Date: 2012-11-28 04:35 am (UTC)It's not unlike mine and my grandfather's conversations, only I am usually the one to be more... forthcoming.
After dinner Kanji's mother ushers us off to his room, saying something about how it's so nice that Kanji has such a nice young man for a friend. I blush at that, but I'm grateful she doesn't know... hn.
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Date: 2012-11-28 07:07 am (UTC)I don't want Naoto-kun to see my room. I don't want any of my friends to see my room, even if they do know pretty much all there is to know about me. Guy's gotta keep some things private, doesn't he?
Like the fact that my school books gain about as much respect as my futon does, which is to say shoved up against one wall and out of the way as long as I'm not using them.
Most of my room is dedicate to my... crafting. I hate that word, it sounds so dumb, but there ain't any other word for it, so fuck it. My crafting, then. A bunch of tables at all different heights including one with a proper chair and shit, 'cause leaning down over a sketch gets hard on my back. There's doodles all over that desk, plans and patterns and stuff. I've got one of ma's old sewing machines set up on another, and another has different products at various stages of completion. Half-stuffed bodies and detached heads and rolling eyes and everything.
And just about everywhere else that isn't obviously a work space is covered in mats and tools. Yarn, fabric, spools of thread, needles of both the knitting and sewing variety, hooks for crochet and hooks for embroidery and...
"It's kind of a mess." I admit, trying not to sound too embarrassed.
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Date: 2012-11-29 12:39 am (UTC)After the initial startle though it makes me smile. It's actually perfect. It reminds me a little of my own room. Not that I sew, or knit, of craft. But my room is a testament to my work, to my own craft. Covered in cork boards with case studies and witness reports and crime scene photos pinned to them. Shelves for manuals, a locked file cabinet for the more sensitive materials and notes, a entire wall dedicated to detective novels...
I glance around, then turn to smile at Kanji, warm and open, as warm and open as I can be anyway. "I like your room."
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Date: 2012-11-29 12:49 am (UTC)Hey, what do you know, he's smiling at me.
I smile back, if somewhat awkwardly. "Hey, thanks. Um, it's not... Well, do you wanna sit?" I cross the room, kick some skeins of yarn away and pull my chair out from my drawing desk.
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Date: 2013-01-27 11:54 pm (UTC)I smile again, my cheeks feeling slightly warm, and nod my thanks as I take the offered seat.
"How have things been in Inaba?"
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Date: 2013-01-28 04:03 am (UTC)Not that it woulda mattered if he hadn't, I don't really care, I just figured he'd be more comfortable, is all.
I crouch down, elbows over my knees, and shrug a bit. "Quiet, mostly. I mean, until today."
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Date: 2013-02-08 08:10 pm (UTC)There I go again, slipping right into work mode. But I have to know what we're up against.
Shadows don't come out of the Television world. If they have begun doing so, then the entire world might be in very grave danger.
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Date: 2013-02-09 02:13 am (UTC)Then I realize I have absolutely no idea what he asked.
Might as well be honest.
"Uh. What?"
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Date: 2013-02-09 07:04 pm (UTC)I've spent too long lost in police reports and detective novels. I really need to remember that not everyone has my vocabulary, nor should they.
To be fair, Kanji could probably ramble on about yarn related crafts and I wouldn't understand a single word of what he was talking about.
"You're so cute." I blurt out suddenly. Then nearly bite my tongue in half. Why on earth would I say that aloud!?
"I- uh. I-I mean..." My cheeks are burning, and I reach up to tug my hat down slightly. "What I mean is, was that the first attack like that th-that's happened in Inaba? Or have these things b-been happening for a while?"
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Date: 2013-02-09 08:21 pm (UTC)But it's Naoto-kun, so I know he ain't gonna tease me, he'll just try to dumb it down for me a little.
Only instead he calls me cute.
My hands had gone for a project all of their own accord while we were talking, and the doll falls out of my hands with it's head only half sewn on, stuffing spilling out of it's neck.
I think my face is gonna burn off. Naoto hides his eyes and I look away, towards anything else, the wall, or my futon-
Fuck, no, not my futon.
The wall, then.
"Uh, n-no." His stammering ain't any worse than mine is. "I mean, there's a-always weird shit goin' on but n-nothing like that freaky guy." I try to keep the conversation going without addressing the cute comment.
Not that I ain't curious, but I can tell it made Naoto uncomfortable to say it and I ain't about to harp on it like some of our friends probably would.
"You don't think he was some kinda Shadow or somethin', do ya? Or maybe he was like, somethin' like what happened with that fuckin' cop? You don't think-" I pause and take a steadying breath, hoping enough time has passed to let the awkward go, 'cause I kinda gotta look at Naoto right now. "You don't think Izanami came back already, do ya?"
I pay attention sometimes. It ain't all just hittin' stuff.
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Date: 2013-02-18 02:02 am (UTC)Not that it was untrue. Kanji is cute, I have considered this about him before, weighed his features in comparison to the others of my age I associate with. Well, the male companions I keep, I've learned as I've grown that I don't find much personal enjoyment in looking at members of the opposite sex.
Opposite gender? That's probably more accurate. From what little I've read on my physical and mental situation.
But I digress, Kanji is attractive. I never thought a ruffian would be my type, but he's has a gentler side. His eyes are pleasant to look at, when I can bring myself to, and he's tall, strong, well proportioned...
I am not making this situation any easier on myself.
"I wouldn't rule out the possibility." I finally say, once I am able to look at him again, and him me. "Though it is probably too early to make that sort of call. It would be worth looking into though."
"Have you stayed close to the other members of the Investigation Team? I speak to Yu-senpai and Rise-chan sometimes, when they're not too busy, and Yosuke-senpai texts me at least five times a day with random inane babble." I try not to laugh at this, but I'm afraid my smile gives away my amusement.
"Are you dating anyone?"
...My eyes go wide, and I find myself clamping down on my tongue again.
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Date: 2013-02-18 02:13 am (UTC)I ain't even had my birthday yet.
"You're probably right." I agree, and grin when he asks about the rest of the team.
"Oh, yeah, you know, I see everyone at school in the halls and stuff, Chie-senpai, Yukiko-senpai, Yousuke." I grin awkwardly. "Second year's kinda boring without you and Rise though." I count the members out on my fingers. "And Teddie's still living with Yousuke's family, working at Junes, you know. And that leaves Yu-senpai but you probably talk to 'im more'n I do..."
Then he asks me...
What? What in the fuck is that supposed to mean?
And why, why does he, why would he, I mean, he, why would he care?
"Uhhhhhh."
Super eloquent, Kanji, and real classy too.
"N-no?"
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Date: 2013-03-07 02:51 am (UTC)I stand quickly, trembling a little. I smooth my pants down, though they don't need it, and repeat the action with my shirt.
"I should..." I adjust my hat.
I should probably go.
But I can't manage to get my mouth to work to actually speak the rest of that sentence. It's as if my mouth doesn't know them.
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Date: 2013-03-07 08:52 pm (UTC)Come on, Kanji, get it together. Answer him. Say something.
I stand up too, and take a step closer to him, shaking my head. "No, it's alright, I mean, it's not. It's not super private or anything, I don't mind, I really don't..."
He pulls his hat down over his eyes and I know exactly what he's thinking even though he hasn't said it yet, and before I really realize what I'm doing I grab his arm just above the elbow.
"You don't have to leave."
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Date: 2013-03-18 05:10 am (UTC)No this is very much in the same category of physical reactions as my burning cheeks.
"I don't?" I look at up him, and blink. "I don't."
"I do not want to leave."
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Date: 2013-03-18 05:36 am (UTC)"Good," I say, almost without thinking, and then I immediately take a step back from him and consider our options for second before I return to my crouch, guessing if he really wants to stay he can sit back down in the chair.
"I mean. If you gotta go, you gotta go, that's totally fine. I wouldn't want your granddad to be mad at you or nothing."
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Date: 2013-04-01 04:11 am (UTC)I miss the weight of his hand around my arm. It is an unusual sort of longing. A new one, one I should take time to process...
"Kanji-kun, I believe there is something very wrong with me. I see, to be suffering from an extreme lack of judgement, the kind I have read comes from imbuing significant quantities of alcohol. But as I have not recently, nor have I ever, imbued alcohol, I can only conclude that something else, possibly illness or something more supernatural, is effecting me."
I step closer to him, staring at his face.
"I must ask your forgiveness for what I am about to do, for it is crossing a line that I fear you do not want crossed. However, I find I am unable to stop myself."
I lean down the short distance between us, and press my lips against his.
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Date: 2013-04-06 02:17 am (UTC)Oh.
Oh!
I almost pull away just out of confusion and being startled but the much smarter part of me holds me still and knows that if I pull away first, Naoto might not ever come near me again.
And damn it, no matter what, that's the absolute last thing I want.
So I stay very very still, and I clutch at my own knees so I don't grab him because I don't want him to think I'm forcin' him to do nothin' he don't want, and... and my lips part, just a little bit. So... So I can taste him better.
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Date: 2013-04-11 02:27 am (UTC)Why am I doing and saying these things? It is not at all like me, I am a rational person, I rarely even lose my temper...
Oh, Kanji's lips are softer than I had ever anticipated. Soft and warm and not at all unpleasant. I confess, I have never kissed anyone before, so I do not have a lot of examples to pull from for comparison, but this, this is...
His lips part, and my cheeks go hot. He is not pulling away, not shrieking and flinging himself across the room. Not yelling and demanding I get the, ahem, hell out of his room.
He is responding naturally, and I, being a human, find myself responding similarly. Fascinating.
I breathe out a sigh through my nose, and part my lips in answer to his.
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Date: 2013-04-11 12:33 pm (UTC)Alright, now I've got to admit that I've gone and got myself sunk a bit too deep, way out of my depth in fact, totally screwed.
I've never kissed anybody before, unless you count quick pecks to Ma's cheek when absolutely positively no one else can see. Which is a totally different thing from this anyway! This is...
Romantic, is the word, and my heart is pretty rapidly crawling its way up my throat like it wants to crawl down Naoto's and hide there in his chest along-side Naoto's own heart, and wow, that's kind of morbid, Kanji. But sorta romantic too. And I berate myself silently and the whole time I'm just bent down with my neck at an awkward angle and my lips pressed against Naoto's and both of our lips are parted and we're just... holding there, and I realize that neither of us knows what comes next.
Well, shit.
Well, I don't know how kissing's supposed to go, but Rise's made me watch enough of her videos and dramas with her that I know one thing that makes her squeal at inhuman pitches every time it happens. And I know I can do it, and while I'm not sure it's normally something two guys get up to... Well, except it sort of was, when Rise was in that one drama where she cross-dressed to get into an all boy's school and it happened, and while that's obviously not the same thing as me and Naoto, not at all, I think the principle stands, and besides, my neck hurts so I gotta do something about that.
So I put my arms around Naoto's waist (gods damn, he's small though) and squeeze tight but gentle, and I lift him up off his feet.
That's a little better, now at least I can breathe.
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