Ryuuji and Hiromu

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The bright side, if one could even hope to find such a quaint and ridiculous notion in this day and age, is that Messiah is so perpetually caught up in it's own suffering (bit pointless, really, as it truly brought that on itself) that it can't spare the motherboard to worry about why I'm acting oddly. Coupled with the fact that Messiah is completely ignorant of the passage of time without me, and not entirely capable of knowing when it's being lied to, I'm managing to keep myself from being deleted, re-written, re-wired, or any other of the vast number of ways Messiah could potentially make me not me anymore.

Which brings to mind its own train of thought, and as I wait in the construction site that I launched that first MetaVirus from, I wonder idly about the Gobusters and their delusion about my past.

I wonder if they're actually going to show up, just the two of them. I wonder if this was in fact a trap. I wonder why I trusted them, wonder whether I should load a MetaVirus into another one of these rusted pieces of machinery to be on the safe side.

No, not yet. But I do sit down in a suitably hidden area and tap away.

I'm still trying to figure out their names.

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I recognize him in about the same second I realize he's limping, and my cables snap out faster than my feet can move, picking him up gently about the waist. "Mon rouge, what happened?" Not doing a great job of proving to myself that I don't care and that I'm a danger to him and... whatever else I'm supposed to be proving to him with this clandestine meeting.

I bring my closer, but I manage to set him carefully down and retract my cables, clearing my throat and avoiding bleu's gaze. This is already going against our intent, and my own rashness is the problem.

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Enter's cables grab me faster than I can react, making me yelp with surprise, though not fear. He puts me down with great gentleness.

I lean against a pile of boxes, grimacing. "I landed awkwardly," I admit reluctantly. "It's just wrenched. I'll be okay."

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"Landed awkwardly," I repeat. I don't like the sound of that at all. "You were fighting?" I assume he wasn't fighting his own people. Probably some of 'mine', though I technically have no actual control over Buglers in general, and whatever Messiah sends them out to do is not usually any of my business, since they're generally not advanced enough to steal Enetron without me.

[red_pleather]

I nod. "There were civilians. It got a little messy." I give them both an apologetic smile. "Sorry I'm late."

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"Hmm." I suppose I could muster up some pretend sympathy for the civilians if I had to, but nothing's immediately forthcoming, and besides, the more heartless he thinks I am, the better. I think. "Well, I'm glad you made it, anyway. We were... worried."

[red_pleather]

"Worried?" I repeat, amused as hell at the incongruity of them looking at me like they're my parents and I stayed out past curfew. I realise at the last minute that's probably a reaction that'll get me into trouble.

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"I am less than inclined to trust that your superiors would not punish you if they discovered you sneaking out to fraternize with an enemy." I snap at him. Damn it, still not doing a great job of proving I don't care about him, though I'm fairly certain that ship has long since sailed.

I turn away from him, folding my arms over my chest to keep my cables from sneaking out of their own accord. "And now you're injured, and they'll surely wonder why." I glance at bleu, hoping he agrees with me on this point.

[red_pleather]

He is not a computer. Absolutely no way. Look at him, all worried and outraged and looking to Ryuuji for support. (Have they actually bonded?! Excellent.)

"I'll explain," I say, smiling. "You don't need to worry about me so much, though it's nice."

[blue_pleather]

I nod in agreement with Enter. I'm actually surprised at how gentle he is with Hiromu. Hiromu doesn't like to be fussed over and probably won't let anyone look at his injuries, so I try to give him a quick once-over while he's distracted with Enter.

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I nod back at bleu, thankful for his support. Who knew I would ever reach the point where I would appreciate one of the Gobusters? Never mind the fact that the only reason we needed to meet like this was because I have inexplicably slipped my programming (I think) and fallen in...

No. I am not. Machines do not feel that way. It's a stupid mistake, like whatever glitch it is that inspires me to speak French. Right?

"You will not be explaining anything. Bleu will explain... whatever it is that needs explaining. You're incapable of lying."

[red_pleather]

Is Ryuuji staring at me?!

"Yes, it'll be fine, I-"

Caught flatfooted by that, I gape at them both for a moment. This isn't how them bonding was supposed to go! "No, he shouldn't have to protect me, I've asked him to risk too much already, and I can so lie!"

[blue_pleather]

"No, you can't, Red Buster. Don't worry about it. I'll think of ... something."

This is a subtle reminder to Hiromu not to drop the code names yet. And Enter's absolutely right, Hiromu can't lie.

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I nod to bleu again, though I am a bit worried about whether even he can think of a suitable lie to explain not only why they were both out, but how mon rouge ended up injured.

"You cannot." I grumble. "And even if you could, you've already told me once you wouldn't, because you are still under the naive impression that if I turn myself over, my..." I don't want to use life, I'm trying to convince him I'm not alive. "Sentience would be spared."

I turn back to face them both and sigh. "Well?"

[red_pleather]

"I still believe that," I say firmly. "And I'll stand with you, if they try, until they realise they shouldn't."

I'm only sort of glaring at them. "Did you two also discuss Etienne or did you only talk about how I'm an idiot who can't lie?"

[blue_pleather]

I look across at Enter. It's for him to tell Hiromu whatever he wants to about this, but for now I add quietly "We don't remember any more about Etienne. I guess you or I could ask the commander, but ..."

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"There was no discussion necessary about the fact that you're an idiot that can't lie, that's a given." It's mean, but it's also true.

I'm not surprised that he asks about his pet project, and I frown at him, shaking my head. "There's no need to ask your commander. I'm sure he would tell you that any human who was transported to the subspace died shortly thereafter, if not immediately. And he would be correct." I may have begun to entertain thoughts to the contrary, I refuse to tell him my suspicions. It will just get his hopes up, as if they need any help.

[blue_pleather]

I'm not sure where he's taking this. I now know that he survived thirteen years in the subspace, apparently by himself. But it seems he doesn't know how he got there or what came before, and I don't think we should grill him about it now. it will only get Hiromu's hopes up too much.

[red_pleather]

"Oi!" I protest, but then have to grin because I think he just *teased* me. "Ah, okay, well, we're still agreed on the fact that you are independently alive, right? You have your own form of life. Do you agree, R- Blue Buster?"

[blue_pleather]

"I believe there are some things Messiah couldn't program Enter with. Such as not wanting you to get hurt. Messiah can't even conceive of the concept of wanting to protect someone else. That came from Enter," Enter may not want to hear it, but I'm sure of it.

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I shoot a glare at bleu for that one. I could care less what he says, or the fact that I may be beginning to believe him. It's not something mon rouge needs to hear. It's not going to further our agenda.

"But that's irrelevant. I believe that your superiors would rather destroy me than risk the chance of infiltration. Also, as independent as I am of Messiah, there is still a connection there, a connection Messiah could exploit should it discover any sign of mutiny. That would also result in my destruction."

[blue_pleather]

"Who would they ask to destroy you? Us, the warriors. And Red Buster and I would not obey." Youko complicates things. We can worry about that later. "I think Messiah is more of a concern."

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I nod. I'll give him that. "No offense, but Messiah is obviously the bigger threat. There is a reason it has been transferred in its entirety to the subspace. It is far reaching and incredibly dangerous." I turn to look at mon rouge and sigh slightly. He's so sure. He's so very wrong. "That is why overtly abandoning Messiah's side would mean certain destruction for me."

[blue_pleather]

So how did this get to the stage where I want to give Enter a hug?

"Red Buster." He may take it better from me, "can you see why we shouldn't think about this? We can't help Enter. It will only put him in more danger."

[red_pleather]

"You don't seriously expect me to walk away," I say, taken aback at that. "Enter's still potentially human even if he wasn't Etienne, and even if he's not human he's still *alive*."

I spread my hands at them both, then have to grab at a box when my leg threatens to give out under me. "My job is to protect life. All life, well as long as it's not actively trying to hurt me. I also *care* about Enter for his own damn sake and I'm not going to walk away. I will find a way to protect him."

[blue_pleather]

"How?! You can't even protect yourself. We're not going to let anything happen to you!" I can hear my voice cracking on a high note, so I take a couple of deep breaths. It's no good to stand there shrieking like an over-excited child, "He knows what Messiah's capable of, much more than we do. It's like there's no way out."

It's not like me to be defeatist. Enter just seems so adamant that Messiah will destroy him if we get involved. I go across to Hiromu's side and try to support his weight.