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It's nearly eleven. I need to go to bed, but there's just one more report to finish.
I sigh, pat my pocket to check they're there, and start making my weary way towards the fire escape to the roof. I'll take a break first. There's only a skeleton crew around and a few other fools like me, working late when they need to start early in the morning, but I can't exactly light up in here.
I sigh, pat my pocket to check they're there, and start making my weary way towards the fire escape to the roof. I'll take a break first. There's only a skeleton crew around and a few other fools like me, working late when they need to start early in the morning, but I can't exactly light up in here.
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Date: 2012-10-18 04:43 pm (UTC)I grin up at Ryuuji. Sometimes I wish we would just stay in Japan for longer than a few weeks, at most. But usually after a few days I start to miss France, so I guess it's for the best.
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Date: 2012-10-18 04:48 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-10-18 05:12 pm (UTC)"I was gonna go anyway." I tell him with a little laugh. "Even though you want me to go to bed. I'm really not tired, and I'd like to say goodnight to whoever is still up." I'm nothing if not conscientious.
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Date: 2012-10-18 05:15 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-10-18 05:53 pm (UTC)I know he's thinking these things because I've heard other people say them, and with the same look on their faces.
I neglect to point out that I think Etienne and Ryuuji are the weird ones. Not enough adventure in their lives.
I haul open the door to the roof and wave Ryuuji through.
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Date: 2012-10-18 06:45 pm (UTC)I bet sempai's having a cigarette up here. I've told him a hundred times that he has to give up. Doesn't he know how bad for you second hand smoke is? Just by being up here, Emi and I are already at increased risk of asthma, emphysema and all kinds of cancer and heart disease.
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Date: 2012-10-19 12:54 am (UTC)I stand, leaning in close to Kurorin while I zip his trousers back up. I don't know how close Ryuu-chan is to us, but there's no way I'm letting him see Kurorin with all his bits hanging out.
Once everything is back in its proper place I pull away from him, moving back to lean against the wall beside Kurorin. I light up another cigarette, and try to keep my legs from shaking while I wait for the inevitable scolding I'll be getting from my, ah... 'kouhai'.
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Date: 2012-10-19 08:35 pm (UTC)Those kids.
Those goddamn kids.
I plaster a scowl on my face because between the afterglow, the concussion, and the searing terror that they SAW SOMETHING, there's no goddamn way I can manage to speak just yet.
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Date: 2012-10-19 09:48 pm (UTC)I give Ryuuji's hand a little squeeze then bolt forward, heading for the housing wall he usually leans against, where they have a bucket for their cigarette ends.
"Jin-san?"
Jin-san isn't alone, I notice as we round the corner. He's with Kuroki-san. Maman doesn't have as much to say about Kuroki-san but she doesn't have anything bad to say about him like she does some of the other people work here, so I smile and wave at them both.
"Bonsoir!" It's a bit cheeky of me, to be sure, but if we're going to interrupt them we might as well make sure they know from the start that we don't have any intention of being shooed to bed.
Well, I don't anyway.
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Date: 2012-10-19 09:53 pm (UTC)And then Emi's calling out and waving cheerfully. I let go of his hand. He's usually quite well-behaved around the adults, even though he won't do a thing I say, "Emi's leaving tomorrow. He wanted to say goodbye to you before he goes back to France."
I deliberately take a step back to avoid all the nasty cigarette smoke wafting around me. It's no use, of course, over 70% of the toxins in cigarette smoke are invisible. Not that it bothers my sempai. He's on the fast train to cancer, heart disease and high cholesterol, "please put it out, sempai. It's very bad for Emi and me."
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Date: 2012-10-20 12:49 am (UTC)He's a sweet kid, and smart as fuck. I really enjoy getting him all worked up over stupid shit. Hopefully, maybe, in ten or so years, he may calm down a bit about the little things. Like smoking, and drinking, and other small vices and comforts.
I am resting practically up against Kurorin, our arms flush against one another, thighs brushing. I'm enjoying his warmth. I think we may also be helping one another stay upright after... well.
"Aw, Emi-kun," I take another drag, and at least consent with Ryuu-chan's wants far enough to exhale above the kids' heads. "How long will you be gone for this time? Are you excited to get back home?"
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Date: 2012-10-20 02:28 am (UTC)But I can't fault him right now, given everything that happened. Bastard. He's leaning against me, and we're keeping each other upright. I'm a horrible mix of head pain, adrenaline, sleepiness, and blissed out limbs.
He really shouldn't smoke around the poor children, though. I think. Yet another reason why I'm glad I don't have to look after children.
...hell. I completely forgot they were leaving. Stupid, stupid, stupid. I start to curse under my breath, but turn it into a safe word as swiftly as my brain will allow. I'll have to redo all the duty rosters again.
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Date: 2012-10-20 05:27 am (UTC)I'm hardly fussed by his cigarette. Maman et papa both smoke, and while they do make an effort not to do it around Etienne and I, it's not as though I'm not aware of the action, or the purpose behind it.
"Je ne sais pas." I pipe up when Jin-san addresses me. "They never tell Etienne and I, do they? Though it's rarely more than a few months."
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Date: 2012-10-20 09:18 am (UTC)I'm not an idiot, you know. But sempai might be. Why on the roof? Where anyone could see you? What if Emi and I had arrived a few moments earlier?
I give sempai my best look of disapproval. I'm going to tell him off later.
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Date: 2012-10-26 12:36 am (UTC)"Aren't you fifteen now?" I begin, my voice entirely teasing. "Shouldn't you be out in some back alley smoking with your friends and cursing and trying to act cool?"
Of course that's ridiculous, I don't even know if Ryuu-chan has any friends outside those of us he hangs around at EMC, and if he does they're probably just like him.
Which isn't a bad thing, not at all. He just needs to loosen up a bit.
I look back to Emeric. "You'll be back in time for the Christmas party though, right? I hear it's always a great time."
Too bad I never get to go.
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Date: 2012-10-26 09:33 pm (UTC)Parties.
Ugh.
Ryuuji looks quite appalled at the thought of being in some back alley smoking and cursing.
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Date: 2012-10-27 01:32 am (UTC)I shrug at Jin-san's question, and raise an eyebrow curiously at Kuroki-san's obvious distress. He probably does not care for the Christmas party. He is a bit too serious, I think.
"I hope so."
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Date: 2012-10-27 10:54 am (UTC)Emi should really be in bed now. I nudge his little shoulder.
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Date: 2012-10-29 11:17 pm (UTC)I laugh softly, shaking my head at Ryuuji's words and taking the last drag off my cigarette. "You need to loosen up a little. I'm not saying you should turn into a delinquent, but it's okay to have fun once in a while."
I crush the butt of my cigarette out in the little sand bucket, then sigh as I check my watch. "I guess I should probably get back to work."
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Date: 2012-10-31 10:58 am (UTC)"Jin," I say hoarsely. "Don't lead the children astray. Though children who are up here at eleven at night are pretty far astray already."
I sigh nearly simultaneously with him. "I'll come with you. Ryuuji. Emeric. You should be at home or with your parents. Asleep, preferably." I manage a forced smile. Kids are difficult things to connect with. "You don't need to devote your lives to EMC like we have."
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Date: 2012-10-31 02:46 pm (UTC)"There's nothing wrong with fun." I agree with Jin-san, grinning up at him.
"My parents are asleep." I muse thoughtfully. "So is Etienne. But I'm still not tired."
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Date: 2012-10-31 06:43 pm (UTC)I turn to Kuroki-san, "Kuroki-san ... would you be able to give Emi a lift?" It's a little too late for us to be out alone, and Kuroki-san is less likely to be tired and/or under the influence of the alcohol than is my sempai.
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Date: 2012-11-03 08:30 pm (UTC)"Have a safe trip," I give Emi's head a small pat on my way past, it would have been his shoulder, but at his height it's easier to reach his head. "Give my best to your brother."
I toss a smile over my shoulder, a private note of fondness in my eyes, there just for Kurorin. "Have a good night, Kurorin~. You too, Ryuu-chan."
I flash a V with my fingers on my way back inside.
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Date: 2012-11-03 09:54 pm (UTC)Sigh. It'll put me further behind, but it has to be done.
My expression softens automatically at Jin's look. "Good night." Though I'll be back here before long.
"Ryuuji. I can take you home, too?"
It's not AS bad with him. At least he's fifteen, old enough to do some things alone, though if they think I'm not getting a security lock installed on this door tomorrow then they have another think coming. But he's still too young to be wandering around here alone.
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Date: 2012-11-03 11:52 pm (UTC)My eyes flick between Kuroki-san and Jin-san curiously. They seem particularly familiar with one another tonight. It reminds me of my parents, and I make a mental note to ask in the morning.
I sigh a little bit and scuff my toe along the roof. "I will go back now, if you're all going to work. It would be rude of me to intrude."
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